My boyfriend (whom I love truly and madly and deeply) had been asking me to be healthier and to start eating again.
I did.
Now I gained weight and my confidence level is that of a leper.
I need to start not eating again.
My boyfriend (whom I love truly and madly and deeply) had been asking me to be healthier and to start eating again.
I did.
Now I gained weight and my confidence level is that of a leper.
I need to start not eating again.
I have BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder). Mine, I feel like, is more psychologically rooted than other peoples.
Apparently I’m drop dead gorgeous. I see myself looking like a slug.
I kind of feel like Dracula, too. I can’t look at my self in a mirror.