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The woods are lovely, dark, and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep
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My stomach isn’t flat enough. My hip bones don’t stick out enough. My thighs aren’t small enough. My ribs aren’t visible enough. My clavicles don’t protrude enough. My arms aren’t thin enough. I’m scared I’ll never be “enough.”

5/29 23:55 - wecorruptedeachother - 11,348 notes

garble garble, loathing

i wish i was as skeletal and gorgeous as the girls that get posted on tumblr, and get reblogged religiously. why can’t i be a tumblr sweetheart whose face and bones and beauty litter the tumblr community?

think it’s about time for another bath in boiling hot water. bubble bubble boil toil trouble bubbbbble. 

4/11 12:18 - 2 notes
8/22 20:29 - 1,998 notes

Thoughts, revisited.

I want to be nothing but bones and beauty. I’m trying to limit what I eat, or workout, or diet, or whatever. But I’m not strong enough. I don’t have the willpower, I guess, to starve myself. 

Today will mark the day I try again; Attempt No. 8 trillion. 

7/26 13:11 - 2 notes
“Bones are clean and pure. Fat is disgusting and dirty and hangs off the skin like a parasite. I want to be skin and bones, nothing more.”

“Bones are clean and pure. Fat is disgusting and dirty and hangs off the skin like a parasite. I want to be skin and bones, nothing more.”

7/19 14:20
“I will be thin and pure like a glass cup. Empty. Pure as light. I move my hands over my body - my shoulders, my collarbone, my rib cage, my hip bones like part of an animal skull, my small thighs. In the mirror my face is pale and my eyes look bruised. My hair is pale and thin and the light comes through. I could be a lot younger than seventeen. I could be a child still, untouched.”

“I will be thin and pure like a glass cup. Empty. Pure as light. I move my hands over my body - my shoulders, my collarbone, my rib cage, my hip bones like part of an animal skull, my small thighs. In the mirror my face is pale and my eyes look bruised. My hair is pale and thin and the light comes through. I could be a lot younger than seventeen. I could be a child still, untouched.”

7/18 18:12 - 2 notes
I think a reason why I hate a lot of things is because of cable.  Most commericals target males, and males are sex-centered. So, commericals that are male-centric have women crawling everywhere. And, of course, these women are gorgeous things, with such sex appeal! I get so jealous. I can’t watch shows/movies/music videos like that. I get so jealous and so mentally abusive to myself. God. 

I think a reason why I hate a lot of things is because of cable. 

Most commericals target males, and males are sex-centered. So, commericals that are male-centric have women crawling everywhere. And, of course, these women are gorgeous things, with such sex appeal! I get so jealous. I can’t watch shows/movies/music videos like that. I get so jealous and so mentally abusive to myself.

God. 

6/7 01:18
If only I had the confidence of these ladies. I can’t even take my shirt off in a doctor’s office or take my socks off while fucking. 

If only I had the confidence of these ladies. I can’t even take my shirt off in a doctor’s office or take my socks off while fucking. 

5/28 14:57
insomniacolympics
"Puke and starve and cut and drink because you don’t want to feel any of this. Puke and starve and cut and drink because you need an anesthetic and it works. For a while. But then the anesthetic turns into poison and by then it’s too late because you are mainlining it now, straight into your soul. It is rotting you and you can’t stop."

- Wintergirls (via lovexhate) (via skinnythinobsession, insomniacolympics)

5/27 14:18 - 90 notes